Cleveland Clinic Denies FM/ME Treatment In Florida

Painting By MC Michelle Cetonio

I am trying to build A network BUT no energy.

I had A FUN NEW set back that took me down for 7 days!

THE Trigenimal Nerve, Which means ALL teeth feel like they need

A ROOT CANAL!

PAIN in your ears, eyes, throat, And you can not

Eat because opening your mouth lets in AIR

AND starts it over again and again.

My pain DR. Was out of town.

I went to the CLEVELAND CLINIC, Because of their website

TO BE DISMISSED AND TOLD THEY DO NOT

TREAT FIBRO! I RESEARCHED And Found

CLEVELAND CLINIC IN CLEVELAND~

DISCOVERED A Retro-Virus LIKE HIV, Called XRMV

A MAJOR REASON Florida Cleveland Clinic COULD NOT

WOULD NOT TREAT Me!

Because they FINALLY realized THE SEVERITY!

An infection LIKE HIV

no wonder they don't talk or treat

Us like Humans

people get it, BUT I MENTIONED FIBRO! THANKS!

I waited it out A WEEK! Most would have gone to the emergency room, BUT We KNOW HOW we are treated

So we are scared to go and YESSSS undertreated!

FIBROHELL MICHELLE!

After A Death, Asked?-"Did They Suffer?" Why don't We Count

PAinting By Michelle Certonio-

STOP! IN THE NAME OF PAIN

People ASK (after hearing of death)

DID THEY SUFFER?

I do everyday, Every hour,

In pain every moment-ALWAYS but I own it

I Educate myself--Many websites To search

Pain or Fibromyalgia. IT is congenital, Research will collaborate

My grandmother Suffered, My Dead brother Just 28!

IGNORANT family DID NOT EDUCATE!

My sister on dads side, Was A sheriff & by right

Put her pistol to her chest AND shot herself dead

yes, they are the fortunate ones!

Could you honestly Say

YOU would live out each day each day

Severe Pain having its way

IN State of Shock-- Because of the severity?

Could you get up each day, After you prayed

Cry when you try to wash your hair?

Each time you eat, Your food it repeats

When your intestines swell, stab you as well

Your energy ebbs, Your Purpose fails !

I would rather have 10 GOOD years

than lie in pain, In bed every Day

When NO ONE you love

Understands, OR is there AT ALL

So yes I think death, would put me to rest

instead I stay here

In pain every breath and hour

So my love will not have to

Endure my death, My will has wilted

Like any dry flower, I would love to rest

Fibro Hell

Thank You!

In days of pain when even your hair hurts,  not too mention

the nails driven into your arms and legs, 

 The electrical shocks in your toes,

  The light sensations that you have too control your breath to get through.  

The vicious stabbing of your intestines every time you eat,  

The look on the pharmacist face when they do NOT FILL

 your RX,  The panic realizing if you do not

address the BREAK TRHU PAIN you will have the lost days,

Lying in bed not able too think or breathe because the pain

takes over and consumes you.

The looks and judgement of the people you come in contact

with,  The people that have had a simple head ache and complained

but have never had the feeling or believing that your body

is a swollen, white bruised torture chamber.

The panic when you have too leave the space you feel

comfortable in,  The only place where you feel safe and can

have access to what ever might stabilize your discomfort.

Trying to be a "REAL PERSON"  so you feel you can accept

the love of the person that has helped you thru the  torment

that does not leave you alone EVEN WHEN YOU SLEEP!

The Dr's that are not aware of pain,  The Pharmacist that looks

at you like a drug addict AND still you can not fill

your legitimate prescription.  Because your insurance company

does not cover your medication!   But they cover a script  to make a Dick Hard!

Finding out the reason you can not fill the only pill

that has helped you,  IS BECAUSE you can find it on the street

ILLEGALLY cheaper than form your pharmacy!

The drug War from the government ARE LIES.

but that is another letter.

A kind word from a stranger is more comforting than you know!

Michelle Certonio