People ASK (after hearing of death)
DID THEY SUFFER?
I do everyday, Every hour,
In pain every moment-ALWAYS but I own it
I Educate myself--Many websites To search
Pain or Fibromyalgia. IT is congenital, Research will collaborate
My grandmother Suffered, My Dead brother Just 28!
IGNORANT family DID NOT EDUCATE!
My sister on dads side, Was A sheriff & by right
Put her pistol to her chest AND shot herself dead
yes, they are the fortunate ones!
Could you honestly Say
YOU would live out each day each day
Severe Pain having its way
IN State of Shock-- Because of the severity?
Could you get up each day, After you prayed
Cry when you try to wash your hair?
Each time you eat, Your food it repeats
When your intestines swell, stab you as well
Your energy ebbs, Your Purpose fails !
I would rather have 10 GOOD years
than lie in pain, In bed every Day
When NO ONE you love
Understands, OR is there AT ALL
So yes I think death, would put me to rest
instead I stay here
In pain every breath and hour
So my love will not have to
Endure my death, My will has wilted
Like any dry flower, I would love to rest